秘密亭子

我一直以为我可以的，不要管其他人。 我一直以为我可以忍，忍着不哭，忍着撑下去就会看到彩虹。 为什么才两天我就受不了？ 一直以为我的心已经免疫，不会再痛，不会再流血， 别人怎么活是他们的事。 为什么他们一字一句，像一支支箭，一把把刀，又把我辛苦建立起来的防卫、无所谓给打败了？ 我知道他们是无心的，可是说者无意，听着有意啊！！！ 我只要PASS，为什么这么简单我却做不到。 我真的好狠我自己为什么我那么笨.......

在我伤害别人的同时，我也在伤害自己。 有人说过我给人感觉很假，我知道我不是， 渐渐地我也变成这样的人了。 大家快点远离我，我怕迟早有一天会利用你们。

历史会重演吗？你们会离开我吗？ 分久必合，合久必分。 你们的离开只是时间上的问题。 慢慢长大，慢慢了解，慢慢看透， 慢慢学会，慢慢心冷，慢慢放弃。 走得越近，看得越清，越接近真相，越想逃避。 看似虚假，却是事实；看是真实，却是假象。 人生不易，我知道，但又有几个能真正渡过。 慢慢失去的不只是时间，感情，还有自我。 我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱 就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉 死不了就還好 我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑 我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉 人本來就寂寞的 我總會把你戒掉

玮娴， 生日快乐！ 你在那里好吗？我在这里过得还不错。 你的生日愿望是什么呢？想知道，却不能。 不用紧，今年我连生日愿望都忘了许，过了才想起。 哈哈...... 其实，有点不是很相信说愿望真的会实现。 之前，我祈祷，还有大家用心折出的纸鹤和星星都没起作用。 奇迹真的不容易发生。 很想你......你会想我吗？

Last Friday just know a shock news.... I GET DENTISTRY COURSE IN UM... so exicited at that moment...at least i ot my 1st choice.... and I even start imagine what club I am going take... I want to learn new techinique..maybe music...squash...or even dancing.... but this didn't last very long time... after some time, I start worrying about my future... Is the course tough? How is the life there? Who are going to stay with me? What is the attire there? To solve my curious, I start searching any seniors.... At last, I manage to get a senior's msn.The senior is nephew of my mom's college.He study in UM dentistry for 3 years,going to enter 4th year. After chatting with me, I know a bit about the lifestyle there.... and I reliase that graduate from dentistry not an easy task... It might be 100X tougher than matriculation...the life ther is busy... according to the senior, he said Dentistry is the mose toughest and busiest course in UM....even more difficult than Medicine... I star...

2010年6月2日 Yeah!yeah! Just bought a new guitar, costing me RM201 + cover RM55 The shopkeeper don’t want to reduce even one more ringgit…haih… Finally, I(actually my mom) bought a classical guitar with RM256. But…u all must be wondering why I buy a guitar, right? Because starting today I’m taking a guitar intensive course, 10 lessons RM150. Quite interesting….hope I can cope the problems learning guitar…^^ TODAY MONEY SPEND Course RM 150 Entry fee RM 10 Books RM 25 Classical guitar RM 201 Cover RM 55 TOTAL RM 391

see the time I post this...haha...so early,right? WRONG!not i wake up early.the truth is i sleep so late...haha i had already backed to Kluang for 1 week.Last week,I only stayed at home,waiting for someone ask me go out...watching series...sleeping...playing game....eating...getting fatter...my room is so messy...ahhh!!!!!!lazy to tidy up..... COME!COME!!COME!!! ask me out yam cha ba!!i know u all very busy...so just see when u free,contact me...haha p/s 1: hair is getting longer.want to keep it or cut it?give some suggestions. p/s 2: i am looking a BIG BIG SPONGEBOB.pls tell me where got sell it. p/s 3:why my line always got problem?!!

can't stop thinking... can't stop looking back the old memory... can't stop...addicted thinking abt u...but how can u just leave us alone... where r u now? can u see us? are u happy now? did u receive my message? p/s: now is study week...end exam/matriculation on 14 april...somplicated mood now...